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Best Poems From
YOU... DON'T... WANT ME...
(9-November-1994)
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What do I do after school?
What is my destiny?
Where do I go from here?
What to do after school?
How to choose my career?
With school days behind me
What lies ahead?
Should I be a doctor?
Or a teacher instead
What if I fail?
Do I do it al again?
Or spend my life in the gutter
With nothing but this pen
Or Maybe I pass, with flying
Colors I go to Uni
I become a great writer But
What if then someone sues me
Will there be
No happy ending
In my Future
Is my Destiny Pending?
No one can help me
Make this choice
Thousands of option
Each with a different voice
I have no skills
No special talent
I never even
Learnt ballet
Or Maybe I have no Destiny
No where to go
When school is out maybe
This is all I will even know
I am so confused
Where do I go from here?
What is my destiny?
What is my career?
You... don't... want me...
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What If?
What If while Im thinking of you
Youre not thinking of me
What If when you say I love you
Im not the one you see
What If when we are holding hands
You wish it wasnt me
What If When Im naked
You dont like what you see
What If You really love her
And have never loved me
What If when I say I do
You say lets wait and see
What If Even though I love you
You will never love me
What If my suspicions are true
And you are cheating on me
You... don't... want me...
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Where are you?
Surrounded by hate, surrounded by fear
I live my life wishing you were near
I have no soul, no will, no power
So I hide on floor of the shower
Fear of all fills my mind
Happiness is something I cant find
Alone in the world, I struggle through
I will survive until I fine you
You... don't... want me...
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