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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Care Acrostic
Concerned or interested about a person or thing
Anxious or worried about a person or thing
Responsiblity for a person or thing
Everything on each line means care. Everything that you don't care about.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Careless Family
Ever heard of careless family?
A family that doesnt care bout you?
Well, thats my family alright
Dont care about anything I say
Dont care about anything that happens to me
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Either if its something good or bad
Dont care about how I feel
Dont care about what I do
I betya they wont even care if I died
I mean, all siblings did tell me that no one in this family needs me
and they told me to disappear so many times
So, why not?
Maybe I can just run away from home
and never ever come back or phone
Maybe they wouldnt even notice that Ive disappear
And what if
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What if I died?
Would they care then?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Chronic Headaches
How is that every time I think about the past
I think get those painful headaches?
Whenever I replay that conversation in my head and analyze it, my head starts to boil, my eyes turn bright pink and suddenly feel cold and guilty.
It's also kinda strange how these headaches becomes worst and really heavy when I think of all those stupid times when i tried to be honest to someone who really don't care and regret it.
It's like someone took a knife or bullet and aimed at the center of my head
Leaving me brain dead.
Cant help but feeling like my skull and brain has been shattered into BILLIONS of pieces.
Like I am some kinda volcano ready to explode and burst out everything that I held inside.
It's really painful, I'm telling you.
I don't think anyone can feel worser than I do right now.
And I hate it.
Jan 3 09
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Cold Heart
im so cold cuz i got an icebox where my heart is suppose to be *
I don't know what to think anymore
Many changes, disappointments, hopes, and loneliness. are happening in my life.
Depression, thinking about things that I shouldn't think about
Cant control my emotions or thoughts, having to regret things now and then because I have no idea what I'm doing or saying anymore.
Having to hide secrets inside of me and not tell anyone.
Losing my temper, getting anger management problems, sad when I shouldn't be
Many things are happening in my life that I cant quite describe in words.
Speechless that is. no words.
Cold heart, frozen heart.
A heart that is tired and malfunctioning..
One that is probably sick of my life
-idk wat i just wrote ok, cant express my feelings nowadays..so yea, i wrote something
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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