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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Angels From Heaven Above
Angels from heaven above
Will you come and rescue me from all my miseries?
My nightmares?
My deepest fears?
My worst enemies?
Angels from heaven above
Will there ever be a time for me to realize what really truly matters on this planet?
Will I ever figure out why my life turned out that way?
Will I ever found out what happiness really means?
Will I ever find true love?
Angels from heaven above
I know you're there, watching all my moves
I know you know what's going on..better than everyone else
So why not stop by and explain things to me.
Angels from heaven above
Please come and fly me away to that heavenly place of yours
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Ashamed...
I'm looking back at the past
of everything I've done and said
& I'm ashamed of what I've done.
The pretends...lies...stupidity...
All the things I've done and said because I didn't know any better...
Now, I look at myself and feel nothing but shame and stupidity...
I can't believe I've done those things...
I mean, I can believe that I've done it (obviously I'm that stupid) ..
But I can't believe how stupid I was to do these things...
I'm plain stupid...
and ashamed...
I don't know what else to say...
=/
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Because of You
Because of what happened to me
Im not sure where my heart should go to,
Ive given it to you, but then you gave it away and left me heartbroken
And because of that reason
Im not sure if I should start a new relationship
Im not sure if I should give my heart to someone else
And then regret it
Because of that,
I rejected more than 5 guys already,
Because my heart couldnt take it
And now that Ive been asked out by a really cute guy I really like,
I had to reject him too, and do you know who I should blame?
Ill blame you...yes, you
For making me not trust my heart
and for making me do stupid things for that
Its all because of you
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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cant believe it..is this love?
He calls me 'lil mama' 'ma' 'sweetheart' and 'baby'
And when i ask him why he calls me such names
he simply replies 'I just feel like calling you that'
he says he cares about me
he says he liked in 6th grade
he even asked me out
and when i rejected him he said
' i want u 2 b the butter 2 ma bread, , , , , the sugar in ma tea, , , , , , mi feelings are 2 much 4 u i cant name em all'
Can you believe this?
Can this be love that he feels?
I mean..i dont even like the guy..i even made fun of him in 6th grade
and now..he's back trying to win my heart
I dont know..Ive never had someone say that to me before..
It was deep and sounded soo real..
He must had been flushed when i told him no..
I guessing that's why he's not talking to me anymore.
I guess I broke his heart.
But what am I suppose to do? Say yes just to make him happy when i really dont want to? I'm not even allowed to date.
Seriously, what should i do?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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