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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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I Break My Heart
I learned something about myself lately;
I am a heart breaker.
I hurt the people who are close to me far too much.
I don't deserve them.
I always have to mess up
the smallest things that make me happy.
It's like I am not destined to be happy
and I find it not fair to have people around me to be happy,
so I hurt them.
Strip them of their happiness.
I am horrible,
selfish, perhaps.
All the 'hurt' I received from them,
derived from the hurt I once gave them.
See, everything is my fault.
I bring this all to myself.
Throught all this realization,
I noticed something quite shocking.
No one has really ever broken my heart,
I break my own heart.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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I can't believe we were ever Possible.
I'm having second thoughts...
about you and me and the past.
From the day we met until this day.
It's quite impossible to believe that we were in love
With all the fun that we had,
All the memories we shared...
has all faded away.
You taught me to open my eyes,
To realize what I deserve,
and I learned as I went along with it.
But now we're over,
and I find you hard to believe.
You changed a lot,
and It's affecting me....
not that you would care.
You don't bother talking to me
Can't even slip me a 'hi'...
But it's whatever..
Like I told my friends.
It's whatever....
I just can't believe I thought we were ever possible
*Vιase, ahora quiero yo nunca te encontrι...*
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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I Cried for You.
Lying weakly and lazily
on my pillow
I found myself
ready to kill carelessly
Then a song on the radio started playing
'You Found Me' by the Fray
The memories of you flashed
as I began crying
I remembered all the times we shared
the days we spent talking
how I would tell you everything
and I knew you listened and cared
I lied, I'm a sinner
I never wanted to leave you, I was jealous
You Found Me, the real me, the only person who did
And that's why I cried for you, past lover.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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I Dont Know
I dont know
What do I do?
Im totally clueless,
I dont know anything
I cant seem to figure out how my life turn out the way it is
Things completely went upside down in just days
And yet, I dont see where I went wrong
Maybe its just because Im just not meant to have a good life
Maybe, Im suppose to suffer a lot in order to survive
Cause in the condition I am now,
Theres no other way to explain this
I dont know
Should I just kill myself and be done with this life?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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