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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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I'm Not Sick, I'm Just Sick of You
I'm not sick, I'm fine
I'm just sick of you
I'm sick of your outrageous lies
I'm sick of how you act when you're not around me
How you pretend to be a sweet angel when you're with me
and na evil-ish devil when you're not around me
I hate it how you say something now
and then change it afterward
You always do this to me
and I pretend you never did and don't tell you anything
But now I'm getting so sick of it
which leads me to getting sick of you
I'm sorry my love,
but I cant live like this anymore
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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I Deserve Better
I am breaking apart.
I can no longer hold on to strings.
I've done my time, now it's time to go back.
The ones that use to look to me for Happiness,
can now find another smiley person.
Half of my smiles are gone,
decomposing somewhere in the wind.
Life has become more complicated,
and my feelings are mixed up all over the place.
Simple words can hurt me within a second;
Disappointment has become my new best friend.
Trust now is the big question
and Love has no more options.
I am tired of the pains that I take for no gains.
Friends will come and go,
but the ones that are worth it will stay.
Support, I won't need
I'll learn to take care of myself.
Siblings... what good are they?
We never get along.
And Parents...
what can you say?
You don't even know about half of the things I've been through.
I am on my own,
no matter how ugly that sounds.
I must learn to sustain myself
and I must learn to crawl back on my feet.
Drugs won't do a thing,
alcohol is only good for a few hrs.
Then Darkness continues to hit me in the face,
my Shinning Armor is taken out of place.
The role I will play, I know
will involve a lot of battles.
But this War I must fight,
to prove that I deserve much better.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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In a need of a Friend
I'm in need of a friend.
A friend that I can trust
A friend that I can see and talk to everyday
A friend that will help me through my problems
A friend that I will feel comfortable telling everything to
A friend that I can cry on when I'm in need of a shoulder
A friend that can be there for me all the times and not back down
A friend like no other
A friend that I never had
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Nobodys Like You
Nobodys like you
Youre special in every way
You cheer me up, and calm me down
With lovingness and kindness
Nobody loves you like I do
No matter how Im feeling
Good or bad
Happy or sad
Youre always there to support me somehow
And there to make me laugh my head off
You always come through
Nobodys equal to the way you are to me,
Without you in my life, Ill be done
I want you to know that I love you
And no matter what comes between us,
Youll always be there deep inside my heart
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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