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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Plan gone wrong
The plan was to yell & be mad at him.
To make him feel bad and leave my best friend alone.
To make him realize that my best friend doesn't like him
just like he loves her.
But plan gone wrong,
he fell in love with me instead.
Now what am I suppose to do?
I had a feeling this was going to happen,
I just knew it...
I can't tell my best friend about it,
she'll be mad at me, or would she?
He never got mad at me for cursing him out,
for being rude to him and crushing him down by telling him to get a life.
Instead, he said I'm funny; that I'm sweet and fun to talk to.
.... This was nothing I was expecting,
I never intended him to fall in love with me,
I just wanted him to leave my best friend and her bf alone
Now what do I do?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Promise
Before we go on to this whole new relationship
I want you to promise me this,
because I do not want to end up the way I did the last time.
Promise me that Im gonna be your only one
Promise me that youll always be there for me
Promise that youll stick with me through whatever
Promise me that you will never runaway
Promise you can make my heart feel safe
Promise that you wont break my heart and leave me there to live through it
And please,
Promise that you really love and care for me
And that you would never ever let me go
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Questions
Am I ok?
Tell me, because there seems to be something wrong with me
Or you never know, they could something wrong with you
Do I look like myself to you?
Do I sound like myself to you?
Do I think like myself to you?
Do I act like myself to you?
Tell me, I need to know
Is there something wrong with me?
Is there something wrong with the ways I talk?
The ways I dress? The ways eat? The ways I act?
Tell me is there a reason for me to be treated like this? ?
Do I look like a dog to you? ? ! !
Do I sound like a cruel person to you? ? ! !
UH? UH? UH? ! ! !
Then why do you treat me like the way you do?
Why dont you ever care when Im talking to you?
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Why dont you ever say I love you?
Is there something wrong with me?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Questions for Doctors
Is it bad to call oneself stupid?
Is it bad to cry because one feels stupid?
Is it bad to envy people's life?
Is it bad to want to be someone else?
Is it bad to over think a situation?
Is it bad to be conservative?
Is it a bad thing to want to relive a moment?
Is it a bad thing to want to live a whole different life?
Is it a bad thing to loath your family?
Is it a bad thing to regret a choice made in the past?
Is it a bad thing to think of death?
Is it a bad thing to have suicidal thoughts?
In a psychological perceptive,
Is this normal?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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