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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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My Mind is Blank
my mind is blank,
and I dont know what Im writing right now
Im suppose to be doing my homework,
but my mind wouldnt work
so I tried eating,
no help
I tried drinking orange juice,
no help
and now,
I tried writing,
still, no help
I really dont know what on earth I just wrote now
but lets just hope that it makes sense
because I dont wanna be known as
the stupid girl who doesnt know anything and writes stupid stuff
yet,
my minds still blank
I feel stupid
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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One More Time
I remember the things that we used to do,
the talks, the walks, the dances, the get-aways..
the way that you made me feel good about myself
after I would cry about my insecurities.
I remember the millions of smiles you forced out of me
that I did not know was even there.
You opened my eyes to a whole new perspective of the world
one that is more ideal than the one I lived in....
I know you're gone now but
please,
just one more time,
help me feel alive again.
Help me spread that smile across my face
even when I was secretly upset and sad.
Help me feel that burst of energy
that I used to have every single day
even when you broke away from me.
I am not asking for another try of our previous relationship,
nothing to do with love or the romance,
I just want to hear you say those magical words
that had brightened up my world after our first date.
The ones that kept me smiling for weeks to come..
I really need them now..
Just one more time?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Parasite in my heart
Every day is the same.
Every moment ends this way.
A sudden pain strikes my heart
like a bad case of Tungiasis
It grows stronger every day
kills me slowly in every way.
Hunts me down with a knife
stabs my heart with all might.
Weak... and vulnerable I've become
Just one word can set me off.
I can't get control of myself
God, why is it so hard? !
Why not just kill me now..
because I can't deal with this parasite in my heart.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Piece of my mind
Enter my brain,
Go deep down my mind
Find my thoughts and collect them.
I can't wait to find that one person
who would try to understand them.
For I feel completely alone,
Like no one understands...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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