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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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When I Cry ='[
When I cry,
I can be silent like the midnight sky
or louder than the afternoon blaze
When i feel like giving up and run away from everyone,
That cry comes in and tells me to stay
When I cry for my life & the way it is
The cry is hot and full of hatred
When I cry for me mom & everything she has to go through
The cry is silent and fill of love
And especially when I cry for me & my sadness
The cry is outrageously long and full of anger
There is many significance for my crying
and many reasons why I do cry
A cry for me, Is a daily thing
You cant get rid of it, or escape it
It's just there uninvited, just like how my life turned out...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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*_* Don't Know
I don't know who I am anymore..
I've changed sooo much
And I'm still figuring how it all happened.
I've become very bad
My emotions..are completely lost
And I have no idea what I'm suppose, even worst, what I'm doing with my life
I just wish scientists could make a time machine
that way...I can realize where I've gone wrong
and what made me become so bad
All the people who knew me before..
are now going to look and watch me and say
'who's that girl? isn't she curly? what happened to her? '
and I'm just gonna sit there and ask the same question to myself.
I've lost myself completely
and I'm doing soo much that I can to get my self back together
But every time I try,
there's always thislittle voice in my head that tells me to do otherwise...
and now...here I am looking at myself
as some dumba** idiot who cant take control her life
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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There was A girl....
There once was a girl who hated her life
who had 2 best friends, and loved them all
Until one day, the devil came by
Took a hatchet and stole one away
She was left sad and heart broken
But luckily at the same time, that one was left
She had 5 siblings, Who cared less enough
2 planned to kill her*, and 3 who tries...
She had 2 parents
Who well,
weren't as concerned
When it came to the girl telling the truth
She went to school as a regular girl;
With a big smile on her face & good grades
She had a close buddy who was fun & hilarious
Until that day when she hurt her feelings
The girl kept silent & pretended everything was ok
While deep down inside everything was wrong
She tried to ignore the past and move on
When all of the sudden something came up
Her head starts to ache chronically
and her eyes start to water; emotionally
She could no longer control her anger
Not to mention, her life
Well, that girl was left with nothing
Her best friend was in another world of her own
Although they love each other (as a friend)
and never gave up; something always kept them apart
So now the girl no longer cares.
And her feelings took care of her
But that's not the sadess part of all,
The sadess part is that...
That girl is ME.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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This Feeling *
This feeling that I am feeling
Is strong and yet indescribable
Its not like the feeling when you touch a flame
Its not like the feeling when someone calls you a bad name
Its not like the hurt when you slip & fall down
Its not like the heart when someone breaks your heart
Its not like the crazy feeling when you've fallen in love
Its not like the crazy feeling when you feel like shit and want to give up
Its not like the feeling when you're excited and hyper
Its not like the feeling when you're miserable and angry
I don't think it's any feeling anyone has ever experienced
This feeling is...unknown
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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