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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Him*
3 friends told me that I'm going to eventually end up dating my other friend.
John,
My HILARIOUS, crazy, bipolar, wild, smart friend...
The one I once like the previous year.
They told us that we were perfect for each other,
One even told us that she has a strong feeling that we would be a happy couple in the future.
That she was positively sure that it will happen.
Then we glanced at each other and I smiled at the funny face he did,
then we both laughed.
My friend watched us in amazement and said, 'See? ! See what I mean? '
I looked at her, scoffed and told her to stop being ridiculous.
She jumped up 'No! I'm telling you, you guys are gonna be together. Just watch. When I have a strong feeling like this, it always happen. Just watch! '
I shook my head and glanced at him.
He was looking away, seeming to avoid eye contact.
I could tell that he was thinking about what she said, and it was awkward.
'Me and John are just friends, close buddies. And he will always be just a friend.'
Then he turned, he looked at me, I tried to avoid his eyes.
But I looked, and he had this weird smile on his face.
I looked at him with a wry face, he broke down laughing at me.
But he said no words, he just simply kept on acting crazy.
I laughed along with everyone else, until finally I turned to the window of the bus.
I looked out and thought about all that was said about me and him.
I remembered that one time we were playing truth or dare.
He had asked me 'who do you think I would be a good with? '
I was surprised he would such a question, and I couldn't answer.
I had to simply lie and told him, 'I don't know, maybe Jasmine or Lekiara? '
Then I was back to reality. I thought about if my friends are right.
Will we ever be together? When would that be?
Then I let it fade away, I wasn't ready to think about it yet.
I'll wait until it finally happens...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Mommys Sadness
Mommy, I dont like seeing you sad
It makes me wanna cry
Especially seeing you cry before my eyes
Makes me wanna die
Seeing your own mom cry,
And watch her being sad
isnt a good thing to see
Its one of the worst thing to see happen
Then why do I have to watch it all happen to my mom?
I wish youre ok, mom
I wish everything would be ok
I wish that I could take all your sadness and tears away
You dont deserve the stress, or the agony
What you deserve is way beyond my love for you, or anyones
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I know youre under a lot of stress
But I just want you to know,
that I care and thatll do anything to make you happy again
I love you mommy!
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Mutual Love
Remember those days when we fell in love?
Way back when....way back then...
The happiness was all around us
The joy,
The laughter,
The excitement...
No one could've denied that we were in love
The world knew it all
We...
had it all
Now it seems like I'm the only one has those feelings
The only one who can still say..
I love you?
with the real feeling.
I sit back and listen to you apathetically talk to me,
not at all caring what I have to say.
But I just want you to know...
I realized.
I know this mutual love we used to share is gone,
but at least can you not make it so painful?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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My little Corner
My little corner...
that I use to go to went I need to think
My little corner...
that I use to sit and cry
My little corner...
that I use to force my anger out
My little corner...
that I use to rely on to give me strength and courage
My little corner...
that I used to have...POOF! ..gone
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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