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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Edge of the World
I'm standing at the edge of the world
Yes, the world is not round
It has edges and
I've been there many times
But now again, I'm standing at the edge of the world
staring down at the smoke beneath
wondering what to do.
Should I jump off or should I just walk away?
But yes, here I stand at the edge of the world while
I compose this with a huge headache...
Wanting to jump off and see how it's like beneath
If all my troubles and miseries would go away with me...
But then again if I do jump off...
I would be gone from this world,
gone from everyone I knew and who knew me in this planet....
But then again as I keep saying to myself..
'at least I wouldn't be & feel as terrible as I do now'
so I guess I should jump off...
goodbye.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Happiness...Love...You....
I seem happy...
You help me get that happyness
But then, take it right back...
It happens..everytime, its true
And I do the best I can out of it...after all,
I really don't care..
You're may be happy...and I may be too...or am I?
You make me smile some of the times..
Other times, it's a whole different story....
You're fine, you're sweet,
You're almost everything that I wished for on my diary...
A fun, joyful, full of radiance....
someone that I would enjoy talkin to everyday...kinda person..
I HAD that person..but then lost it..sad..
I said I love you...
But I'm still not feeling solid love..
You tell me you love me now,
The next...it doesnt feel like you really do..
Truth is, I only fell in love with you once or twice..
Not more than that...
And right now..I'm not feeling it..
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Hate it
I just hate it,
when people say things and do things just to get to me.
They lie and make up stories to make me jealous or something.
They laugh in front of me, pretending that they are enjoying themselves
when they just trying to make me feel sorry.
I hate it!
It's aggravating.
Then when I ask them a question,
they cant stand to tell me the truth,
making up lies to cover what they really feel or think.
Then continue getting to me,
making me mad.
If you got something to say to me or do,
just do it already!
Just stop that non-sense, naive thing..
it's really aggy!
-ugh, idk. im just mad and wanted to write about it. enjoy!
032809
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Him*
3 friends told me that I'm going to eventually end up dating my other friend.
John,
My HILARIOUS, crazy, bipolar, wild, smart friend...
The one I once like the previous year.
They told us that we were perfect for each other,
One even told us that she has a strong feeling that we would be a happy couple in the future.
That she was positively sure that it will happen.
Then we glanced at each other and I smiled at the funny face he did,
then we both laughed.
My friend watched us in amazement and said, 'See? ! See what I mean? '
I looked at her, scoffed and told her to stop being ridiculous.
She jumped up 'No! I'm telling you, you guys are gonna be together. Just watch. When I have a strong feeling like this, it always happen. Just watch! '
I shook my head and glanced at him.
He was looking away, seeming to avoid eye contact.
I could tell that he was thinking about what she said, and it was awkward.
'Me and John are just friends, close buddies. And he will always be just a friend.'
Then he turned, he looked at me, I tried to avoid his eyes.
But I looked, and he had this weird smile on his face.
I looked at him with a wry face, he broke down laughing at me.
But he said no words, he just simply kept on acting crazy.
I laughed along with everyone else, until finally I turned to the window of the bus.
I looked out and thought about all that was said about me and him.
I remembered that one time we were playing truth or dare.
He had asked me 'who do you think I would be a good with? '
I was surprised he would such a question, and I couldn't answer.
I had to simply lie and told him, 'I don't know, maybe Jasmine or Lekiara? '
Then I was back to reality. I thought about if my friends are right.
Will we ever be together? When would that be?
Then I let it fade away, I wasn't ready to think about it yet.
I'll wait until it finally happens...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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