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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Feelings
This is weird
the way my feelings are for you
I don't think I've ever felt so vulnerable with a guy before
I think of you too many times
even when you are sitting right next to me...
I take every word you say to me personally
and everything you do to the head
I watch you very closely debating whether you deserve my heart or whether you deserve to be forgotten
Surprisingly, through my observations and founding,
through the cries and heartbreaks,
I realize that you are just another game
you are just using me like everyone else
You don't really care..
I conclude: you are not worthy of my heart at this time
Yet, I still have the feeling in my heart
that weird feeling that keeps me wanting you.
There's something about you that, no matter how much you hurt me, makes me want you to be mines
I can't control it. It's bipolar..
I wonder if that happens to you too.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Fly Birdy
Fly birdy, Just fly.
Freely spread your wings
and go to LaLaLand.
You're not wanted here,
everyone is against you.
Fly birdy, just fly.
Soar to the heavens,
and never come back.
Life here is horrible,
almost like hell without the fire.
Fly birdy, just fly
But please, don't forget me.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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FML
my chest is pounding at a thousand beats per second
broken pieces of my heart are piercing through my skin
I never found breathing so painful
every moment of living is almost like hell
what is going on with my life
what the hell happened to happiness?
where is the love that they all talk of?
how many time must I hide my hurt behind a smile
just to feel okay?
everything is just falling apart
I can't tolerate living with myself
too much animosity
too much pain
I just want go away
freaking leave this place
I wonder if dying is the only resort for my problem
'cause lately that's all I think about.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Fool Me
I come to school cheery and happy
with a burst of energy
No one could guess how much I
am hurting on the inside
because of all you've done to me
You continue to fool with me
thinking I don't know it all
& I play along, I let you have your fun
But, deep inside, every move you make...
I regret getting close to you.
You brought my hopes up
& shut them dowm like a sudden blackout
I tried not to show my dissapointments
My hurt...
But the more and more I think of you
with another girl..
and the more I see you with one of my closest friends,
the one you claimed you love..
after all we've been through... after all we've done for each other...
I die a little inside
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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