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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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SMilee: D
My smile is what keeps me from trouble,
It's what keeps me from balling my eyes out
It's what motivates me,
It's what keeps me alive.
Life for me, is not fun
But with my smile,
It shines through.
No one can ever guess I have a bad life,
with such smile of mine.
My teachers only remembers me by my smile,
and tell me that that's all they ever see in me.
I'm always smiling,
For a reason or another.
I am not complete without my smile,
It keeps me alive.
& If one day, my smile was to vanish,
then so will my life...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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118.
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So Sick
Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit and be normal for a bit
I dont understand why my life has to be that way
I find myself trying to understand my life,
But I never get a clear answer from it
I feel like an idiot,
Working my day, trying to make it good
But I just think its a little fucked up
That whenever I try, it always ends up bad
Im so sick of my depressing life
Im so sick of having to think about it every once in a while
Im so sick of crying everyday
I had enough!
Enough is enough
Im so tired of tears
Im so tired of feeling sad and stupid
Im so tired of feeling so sick
Just because my life is like a peace of shit!
I need a new life
I new personality, a new ME!
I need everything that is nothing like the way my life is right now
Oh please, someone, please take me out of this misery!
I dont like it, I dont want it
Its making me feel bad, and depressed
And I dont like that either
Im so sick of it, please take me out!
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Some would say it was love
Some would say it was love
when we were together..
How we use to support one another,
The way we would make each other laugh our heads off
The way we would spend hours emailing each other back and forth
Some would say it was love
When we would talk about the most random thing in the world
How we would talk about life and unnecessary things
The talks..that we're so serious
We're mostly the funniest
Some would say it was love
The way we would say 'I love you'
and 'I miss you'
And some would say it was stupidity
When I left you
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Soooo Sorry
Sorry for breaking my promise..
I was suppose to keep your heart safe and not break it
I'm sorry that I was being stupid and broke it..
I'm sorry for telling you to stop talking to me..
I know that hurts you...it would hurt me too
I'm sorry for my stupidness,
I know even though I told you I'm sorry
It wouldn't make a difference...
'cause I've said that many times before when I hurt you..
But honestly, I'm really sorry
I'm not going to expect you to believe me,
But...well, I just wanted to let you know.
Out of everything I've lost in this world..
Losing you, was the worst and the most damage I've done to someone's heart
..I'm really really sorry
To a friend that I've lost because of my stupidness...I hope he reads it..I don't care if he don't BELIEVE that I'm really sorry..I know he doesn't..I just wants him to KNOW that I AM sorry...oh and another thing..I still love you..you've always been in my thoughts and you still are, if you weren't I wouldn't have realized how dumb I was to let you go...Sorry, once again..
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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