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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Careless Family
Ever heard of careless family?
A family that doesnt care bout you?
Well, thats my family alright
Dont care about anything I say
Dont care about anything that happens to me
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Either if its something good or bad
Dont care about how I feel
Dont care about what I do
I betya they wont even care if I died
I mean, all siblings did tell me that no one in this family needs me
and they told me to disappear so many times
So, why not?
Maybe I can just run away from home
and never ever come back or phone
Maybe they wouldnt even notice that Ive disappear
And what if
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What if I died?
Would they care then?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Cold Heart
im so cold cuz i got an icebox where my heart is suppose to be *
I don't know what to think anymore
Many changes, disappointments, hopes, and loneliness. are happening in my life.
Depression, thinking about things that I shouldn't think about
Cant control my emotions or thoughts, having to regret things now and then because I have no idea what I'm doing or saying anymore.
Having to hide secrets inside of me and not tell anyone.
Losing my temper, getting anger management problems, sad when I shouldn't be
Many things are happening in my life that I cant quite describe in words.
Speechless that is. no words.
Cold heart, frozen heart.
A heart that is tired and malfunctioning..
One that is probably sick of my life
-idk wat i just wrote ok, cant express my feelings nowadays..so yea, i wrote something
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Crushed >: O
How could a parent beat their child for being in love?
How could a parent beat their child as a birthday present?
How could a parent beat their child for no reasons whatsoever?
Just how?
& Why does it have to be my best friend?
Just why?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Deleting...
I'm tired of everything now..
been sad alot lately, and most of the times
I don't know why
So to make my life a little easier
I'm deleting alot of things..
deleting some friends, deleting poems
deleting my all the txts on my phone
and most importantly
deleting the old memories on my head..
Since this would be the hardest thing to do then I'm gonna have to do it the hard way..
I will drink until I've lost everything, all the memories.
I want to get rid of all these thoughts in my head.
I want to let go and forget this living nightmare
I just cant take this no more..
DELETE! !
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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