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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Enraged
I'm soo upset..
People these days has so sense of caring at all.
They think they fly and all that..
When really they are just unfaithful
They never think of other people's feeling
mine, for one.
Acting like I got no feelings,
Acting like I'm anybody
Acting like I'm suppose to be the perfect one
Every single thing I do wrong,
There are always there behind me yelling at me
Telling me that I can do better
Expecting me to be perfect, and teach them everything
Well, let me tell you something
I ain't perfect, get that straight once and for all.
And there are those who believes that I'm suppose to have everything..
That I'm suppose to be the leader; not the follower
That I don't know when I'm being lied too
and that I'm required to be nice all time..and keep track of all their mistakes
Well, for one, I'm not God
I don't do all that stuff...I got a life too you know
I can't take care of my life if I always gotta take care of others who don't even respect me
Yes, it may be true that I do care for everyone, and because of that I cant even care for myself at this point..
And thanks to them, I am enraged.
9/10/08
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Everyone Has Someone To Love
You might think you have no one to love
You might feel that your alone in an unknown world
like your invisible
You might see that people around you
doesn't really care about you
and think that no one loves you
But I'm gonna be honest to you,
You know you love someone deep inside your heart
but you just don't think you do or should
and...
There is always someone out there who loves you too
Or else you won't be alive
Because without love there is no life
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Falling
I cant take this anymore.
I thought I could hold on,
forget about the pass and move on.
Closing every open doors of invitation
to try to get an transformation.
Knowing that I would fail,
I still kept my head up.
But now I'm falling.
My world is fading.
I can't seem to hold my head up high anymore.
Now, I'm just letting go of everything I stood up for..
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Father
He was the cause of most of the family's downfall
He opened the children's eyes to domestic violence
He... used to beat his children with the belt buckle
Tears, cries, scars, yells,
throwing, accusing, slamming, threatening,
Yeah, he initiated those too
His footprints left nothing but pain and hatred
On new Years of 2010, his third child prayed
for half an hour while crying
for a change in her father.
She was hurt.
She wanted a new father.
Not a few months later, he made a choice;
He got a job.
Finally,
he was supporting his family.
The pain he laid upon the family slowly alleviates
as he improved on his behavior.
Most of all...
he smiled.
He smiled a smile of happiness
And so did his children and his wife.
It is now April 20,2011
he has the same job he had committed to since last year
& he's earning a degree in business
so he could provide more for his family
Once in a while,
hell breaks loose and his bad anger management is unleashed
There goes another piece of that broken heart..
But,
through it all, his child's prayer was answered.
He has changed. He has learned to become a better father
even though it is not perfect.
So, my dear father,
as I hug you today,
I want to thank you for your change..
and have a
Happy Birthday.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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