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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Don't Fall For Me
I don't believe in eternal love
I don't believe in temporary love
I don't believe that love is that great amongst us.
I believe it is just an excuse..
A misunderstood feeling evoked from the heart
As we can all agree,
'nothing lasts forever'.
This same quote applies to love.
It is just not possible to honestly love someone with all your heart for a very long time...
It all seems impossible to me.
So don't be a sucker for my love and whatever you do,
do not fall hard for me because I can not love you for too long.
I may like you now, but sooner or later, I will find something to do to you to get you away from me.
Sometimes I do not know why I do such things.
Only my hearts knows...
So, please.
Follow my advice and do not fall for me.
I've learned that my looks and personality can be misleading.
The love I emit is not the same love that I feel in my heart.
I am a girl full of wonderfully chaotic components.
I am never consistent with my emotions.
Consider this a warning
because in the end,
I will only break your heart...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Don't Know *_*
I don't know who I am anymore..
I've changed sooo much
And I'm still figuring how it all happened.
I've become very bad
My emotions..are completely lost
And I have no idea what I'm suppose, even worst, what I'm doing with my life
I just wish scientists could make a time machine
that way...I can realize where I've gone wrong
and what made me become so bad
All the people who knew me before..
are now going to look and watch me and say
'who's that girl? isn't she curly? what happened to her? '
and I'm just gonna sit there and ask the same question to myself.
I've lost myself completely
and I'm doing soo much that I can to get my self back together
But every time I try,
there's always thislittle voice in my head that tells me to do otherwise...
and now...here I am looking at myself
as some dumba** idiot who cant take control her life
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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111.
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Don't Understand
I'm me
I'm independent.
My feeling are indescribable
no one else can comprehend them.
My thoughts are private
no one can get them.
My behaviors are unique
no one can beat them.
I'm me
I'm independent.
If only the rest of the world would understand that.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Drop Dead
Everyday I have to go through some kind of pain or depression
I never got a chance to enjoy my life
Ive never got the chance to do what I want when I want to
Its always this I have to do
And that I have to do
Never what I want to do
I never get to say what I want to say to people
Something is always holding me back from telling the truth
And I just hate that
Hate that my life cant be normal, just like other people
I just hate it
To be honest, sometimes I just wish that I dropp dead
And forget everything that ever happened
And forget everyone that I ever cared about
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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