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Best Poems From CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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The Question.
'do u have a bf? '
'have u ever been in love? '
These questions wonder around and around my head.
People ask me that many times;
But I really don't know the answers
I mean, I dont have a boyfriend,
'I dont date' I reply.
'and yes, I've been in love once, but it was a young and foolish love. not true love.'
Then the world of questions exploded.
'Really? Who was it? ' 'Was he cute? '
'Do you still love him? '
I ignore all the questions saying I dont wanna talk about it
But as crazy as some of my friends are,
they call me early in the morning recommending me to boys that I might like
Asking me to come over and meet them or to stalk them (my friends are weird)
I reject the offer and say 'thanks but no thanks.'
They think I'm crazy that I don't want to date and not willing to take one chance.
One of my friends once said to me
'You're a pretty girl, you have a great heart. Why won't you date? I mean, why do you reject so? '
The questions hunt me day and night.
I don't know, they find it crazy
I can agree with them.
But my heart wont...
I dont know why
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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To My Dearest Friend
I really miss you
I know I have other friends I talk to more often than you
But its not the same
I mean, the friendship
its not the same
You have such a cool understanding
Of whom I am that I barely have to say a word
And I could tell you know just what Im saying
I really miss you
I want to be sure that you know that too
No matter where I go, who I meet
I will never find a deep friendship
With anyone, than the one I have with you
I spend my time, everyday
Writing and thinking about you
Sometimes its a memory we share
Other its an incident in my life
that I imagine myself telling you about no matter what comes in my mind
I write and email you everyday
But now I cant because Im in punishment
But I just wanted to point out the point of this poem
Which is: I miss you so
I am here
You are all the way over on the other end
Thinking of how much I enjoy talking to you
Thinking of how much I cannot wait until I finally can talk to you again
Thinking of how much I appreciate all the time
Thinking of how much I miss you
Thinking of how much I love you
I miss our excitement in every email
I miss everything we share
I hate missing you, its just too cold
And lonely, and blue
I just wish I could be with you right now
Thats all Im saying
for now
This poem is for my remarkable friend, I think he knows that its for him
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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What More?
What more can I do
to make you realize I have fallen for you
What more can I say
just so your heart will come my way
What else can I help you with
in order for you to comprehend
that I am addicted to you.
What more do you want
Or will I never be enough?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Angels From Heaven Above
Angels from heaven above
Will you come and rescue me from all my miseries?
My nightmares?
My deepest fears?
My worst enemies?
Angels from heaven above
Will there ever be a time for me to realize what really truly matters on this planet?
Will I ever figure out why my life turned out that way?
Will I ever found out what happiness really means?
Will I ever find true love?
Angels from heaven above
I know you're there, watching all my moves
I know you know what's going on..better than everyone else
So why not stop by and explain things to me.
Angels from heaven above
Please come and fly me away to that heavenly place of yours
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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