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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Sorry
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
Im sorry for leaving you behind
This time I think Im to blame
The way that I betrayed you
The way I made you cry,
Was stupid and so selfish
But if you were living my life
Youll see how it's hard to get through my days
I cant control my life,
and all Ive been doing about it is cry
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
I know I've really hurt you
Im sorry for the promises I made and have broken
But I still love you honey
I never attended to hurt you in any way
It just happened
I dont know why and how
But I know I did, somehow
I've written this to you to say -
How sorry I am - it's true,
I hate myself so much for this
For what I did to you.
Im really sorry, and remember I will always love you no matter what happens to us
J, this is for you.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Tears
tears are not suppose to bring pain
they're not suppose to be hot as fire
they're suppose to refresh the soul
and make everything alright.
tears are not suppose to have diarrhea
they're not suppose to be flowing out nowhere
but why is it that when it comes to me
it decide to do what it wants?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Tempted
I can see you at that corner...
selling these drugs
raindrops falling on your head
and a bottle of alcohol to help drain it down
I see how happy they are
with not one fear of the dangerous world that lays ahead
head up high at the sky,
minds and spirits free as a bird...
I am tempted to try.
I can see them at the center...
bodies close, hands wrapped
touching everywhere their hand would permit
seduction in the air, hot sex to be played
I see how happy they are
with their hearts locked around each other's
passionate kisses to complete the mood
hearts and spirits free as a bird...
I am tempted to feel.
I can see me at the top...
achieving the goals I've planned out
making my parents proud
my life is successful
I see how happy they are around me
embracing the joy of things that I wouldn't do
rarely under the stress I've been going through
with my soul and spirit empty as a hole...
I am tempted to let go.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Ten Years
It's been a decade now.
A decade since the massive destruction
that killed 2,997 lives
411 of whom lost their lives in attempt to save others.
3,251 children lost a parent this very day...
It's a blessing to be able to say, ten years later,
that I wasn't affected by the terrorist attack.
I hear the stories of my friends,
how they had to evacuate from their schools
and watch the destruction all over TV instead of watching CartoonNetwork.
Their hearts racing,
their parents yelling over the phone just to see if their loved ones were safe
I can tell how confused and scared they were.
How lucky I was...
Sitting in the warm kitchen with my siblings
in St. Martin, a small Caribbean island,
watching cartoons on TV
not really caring when my dad announced to us after a phone call
that something bad was happening in United States,
a place I did not even know existed.
Hearing the stories of the families who lost a loved one on 9/11
and watching the videos as the Twin Towers collapse
breaks my heart..
Every year on this day
I thank God that I was safe and still innocent
and pray for those who weren't...
How quick something can change thousands of lives..
God bless America and every family that was affected on this day.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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