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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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The Mystery of a Smile =]
There once was a smile...
One sweet, happy, pretty smile
And behind this smile hides another world
A world where nothing is sweet, happy or pretty
Instead everything is dark and ugly
That is filled with tears and loneliness
Where you feel like no one cares about you
Where you feel all teared up and depressed
Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces
And your eyes red from a explosion of hot, clear, drops of pure water
Your blood boiled and ready to burst like firecrackers
Your face puffy like on of those trollz
And your brain suffering from infinite thoughts
All this goes on inside a little smile
That looks so sweet, happy and pretty;
but inside this smile lives just the opposite...
A smile like mine =]
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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When I Cry ='[
When I cry,
I can be silent like the midnight sky
or louder than the afternoon blaze
When i feel like giving up and run away from everyone,
That cry comes in and tells me to stay
When I cry for my life & the way it is
The cry is hot and full of hatred
When I cry for me mom & everything she has to go through
The cry is silent and fill of love
And especially when I cry for me & my sadness
The cry is outrageously long and full of anger
There is many significance for my crying
and many reasons why I do cry
A cry for me, Is a daily thing
You cant get rid of it, or escape it
It's just there uninvited, just like how my life turned out...
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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*Can't Let it Go..
How will I ever let go of our past?
The happy, crazy, fun past?
The ones with all the smiles and the 'lols'
With the funny &sweet nicknames
The one that always brought up our days...
Remember them?
The ones where we tell funny stories..(lmfao(?))
Remember the ones with the babies & hospitals
and the husbands and the...abusive wife?
Remember our funny/serious Momment of Truths?
The ones where we talked about the most random and stupid things?
Remember them?
The happy emails & mssgs?
and the ones that we're not too happy?
I don't why/how we ended up like this..
But I don't like it one bit anymore..
Never thought I'll say this after all I've been through
..but i miss you
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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*imPerfect*
I'm a girl that everyone expects to be perfect
I'm the girl that gets yelled out and called names if did something 'imperfect'
I'm the girl who is suppose to help out everyone before I help myself
I'm the girl who is expected to be nice all the times, and not be mean..and when I do become mean, it is implausible for them to see me that way
I'm that kinda girl, that no one seems to believe, is imperfect
9/10/08
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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