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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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To My Dearest Friend
I really miss you
I know I have other friends I talk to more often than you
But it’s not the same
I mean, the friendship…it’s not the same
You have such a cool understanding
Of whom I am that I barely have to say a word
And I could tell you know just what I’m saying
I really miss you
I want to be sure that you know that too
No matter where I go, who I meet
I will never find a deep friendship
With anyone, than the one I have with you
I spend my time, everyday
Writing and thinking about you
Sometimes it’s a memory we share
Other it’s an incident in my life
that I imagine myself telling you about no matter what comes in my mind
I write and email you everyday
But now I can’t because I’m in punishment
But I just wanted to point out the point of this poem
Which is: I miss you so
I am here
You are all the way over on the other end
Thinking of how much I enjoy talking to you
Thinking of how much I cannot wait until I finally can talk to you again
Thinking of how much I appreciate all the time
Thinking of how much I miss you
Thinking of how much I love you
I miss our excitement in every email
I miss everything we share
I hate missing you, it’s just too cold
And lonely, and blue
I just wish I could be with you right now
That’s all I’m saying…for now
This poem is for my remarkable friend, I think he knows that it’s for him
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Weird Feeling
Something’s bothering me…a feeling
I’m not sure id it’s a true feeling
And I really wanna know if it is
It seems to me that the feeling is for you….you, the one who broke my heart,
the one who lied to me, the one who left me to suffer
and the one I once loved
I can’t believe I’m actually feeling this
Its completely, unbelievably, and I’m not sure how I should tell you this
But ill try my very best
……I……love…..you…..
and I’m still wondering why
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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*What extacly is wrong with me? *
What exactly is wrong with me?
I tried to find out..
I've became the baddest girl ever
I never thought that could have happened to me
I mean, what have I done to deserve this?
I've been a good girl before untill..the end of last year school year
and then I totally changed into this..bad girl thing
wat has gotten unto me?
Is it a punishment that I deserved?
Or is it my mind who has gone completely wrong?
Im really tempted to find out,
Because if sooner or later I don't change back to who I was...
I can be in serious trouble,
even worst...dead
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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-> from Me to You *
I tried to write my thoughts down on a piece of poem.
I keep erasing... rewriting... & then erasing again.
Just can't find the words to say or even HOW to say it.
My mind's going crazy,
I never know how to express myself these days.
Then I went to look back at the times when I could express my feelings clearly
to him...
I smiled, I laughed & I cried.
What wonderful times I had when I had someone to share my feelings with
and how easily I could write them down without stressing if I said it right or not.
He was the one I needed all along and he still is.
The one that I would never be afraid to say that 'I'm scared' or say that 'I love you' to.
He was the only one I trusted with everything, with no doubts.
The one I really loved.
But then I remembered,
that person is gone, I've ruined it for both of us.
We could never be like we were before.
The closest of friends & such.
My lost, no benefits.
I don't know exactly what I'm trying to say here,
but I know for sure that I loved him & that maybe I still do.
He meant so much to me & he still does.
I was soo stupid when I messed up the perfect relationship,
& now I miss him like I missed no other....
- to a.. friend.. i wish he reads this cuz it came from deep inside. I never knew u'll have this big impact on my life & i was so dumb to mess it up for us. if ure readin this, I just want to tell you that I'm sorry, for the lies, the troubles I put u in... for everything basically. remember wen i told u that i 'dont hate you but i don't love you either'? well, i lied. i really did love you, i was jst too chicken to admit it.... idk wat else.. i guess u dont kno wat u have till its gone. & i want u to kno that im sorry & i miss you like crazy. i dont kno if u feel the same as i do, or if u dont have the courage to say it, but im letting it out, cuz u neva kno wen the day will come & itll be to late. i jst wish i could take back the times we had and relive it, babyhater (: , cuz it was really nice.. trusting u and all.. it was really nice... hope one day we'll be the same way again.... =/ srry & thank you.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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