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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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What It Takes To Be A Mother
It takes love
It takes a hug
To be a mother
And when Mother's Day come
It'll be all about you
It takes love
It takes a smile to be a mother
And just like you said mom,
Sugar is sweet
and mom so are you
It takes love
It takes a kiss to be a mother
And there is no one better in this world
but you mom
Today is a special day for you
And you know what?
I will always be your loving daughter
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Who I Was, Who I Am
I finally figured out who I was.
I'm was not nice,
strong,
pretty,
smart,
or amazing.
What I really was was a jerk.
My past can prove all of it.
I've hurt people,
I've hurt myself..
everything I shouldn't have done.
I blame people for my downfalls,
and never took the time to realize that
all of it is my fault.
I can't be looked on as a role model anymore,
I can't keep receiving these compliments.
What I need to do now
is fix who I've become.
A slap in the face wouldn't be enough
to get me back on my place.
I need myself
and time.
Alone.
It's time to get back on the road,
time to stop being a hypocrite
and take my own advice
to do something good with it.
It's time to be honest with myself
and to define who I really am.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Why can't we be friend?
Every single day is an argument after another
There's never any more peace in this place we call home
Night and day,
my siblings & I are screaming unnecessarily comebacks at one another
calling each other too fat, too tall, too ugly, too black, too ghetto, too stupid, too retarded...
Too much to keep on going...
Suffering mother is in the kitchen
redundantly pronouncing how much we made her hate her life
Agitated father is in the center of it all complaining and
talking bullshit until he has had enough...
Until he insults his wife and storms out
We ask ourselves everyday,
why can't we be a loving family?
Yeah...
Why can't we?
Everyday is like a living nightmare
in a place that is supposed to be a refuge
I am scared to be in my own house,
with my own flesh family
Isn't that a shame?
Even if we can't be a real family,
why can't we at least be friends?
We're like a pack of wild animals destroying each other lives..
This is not how we are supposed to be...
: /
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Why is it so hard?
I sit
Blank page in front of me
I say,
I am gonna write a happy poem today
I am gonna prove that I have fun with life
.....
I can't write anything
Can't express any happiness in a poem
Why is it so hard?
It's so easy to write when things are not right
When I'm depressed,
Disappointed, annoyed,
Heartbreaken...
Why can't I write when I'm happy
And filled with joy,
Excitement,
Love?
Why is it so hard?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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