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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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One Kiss
Can I get one kiss
Just one kiss...
unexpectedly...
delicately..
show me what I've been missing,
for I've never been kissed before.
Keep it short but not choppy,
and don't forget to make it memorable.
I'd like to be treated like one of those
princesses in the movies.
Although I'm clearly not one
and clearly not loved.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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So Long
I'm amazed of
how much I moved on.
I used to long for your calls,
and my stomach used to pop butterflies when you did
but now my hearts does not even crush when you hang up on me.
I used to love your optimistic attitude,
fell in love with it actually,
but, that too, I am tired of.
The words of encouragement,
the compliments,
the (false) assurance..
yeah, I lost my care for those too.
I can't believe it took me
so long to move on from you.
And now that I finally did,
you can tell me how much you missed my voice
and my presence
and call and call everyday like you do
and continue to smile when I speak a word
and rap your love poems about me
but nothing is ever going to bring back the feelings I felt for you.
You had the chance to fix this.
But you chose an alternative.
Now you're running back to me
after you got your heart broken once more.
But I'm not your go-to-girl
I refuse to fall for you
& quite frankly, now it's too late.
So long to what we used to share.
So long to what I used to feel for you.
So long.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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To An Old Friend
I've been thinking about you lately
wondering how things are working out for you
Are you happy?
Are you safe?
I'm sure you do not care about me anymore,
as I was the one to end our bond..
I hope everything is working out much better than before,
and I hope that life takes you places that you'd never imagined.
I know you deserve the best,
it's just a matter of you knowing and believing that about yourself.
I gotta tell you,
I missed you.
I'm not expecting you to miss me too,
but I just wanted to let you know.
Thanks for being part of the (almost) longest friendship I ever had,
and I'm sorry that I ended it too soon.
Please take care.
With love,
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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What Happened To Me?
What happened to me
when I was born?
How come I've grown up only
to mend people's heart
and then break it afterwards?
How did I come to hate love
even after the best love has been presented to me?
How could I be so blind
and ungrateful
and stupid...
Better yet, why? ..
Why do I destroy every piece of happiness that I ever get?
Why do I constantly bring myself down
and never realize that I am truly blessed?
Why do I over-analyze things
and keep asking for more?
Why did I do all the stupid things that I did?
And why do I still keep doing stupid things? ....
Is this really who I am?
What happened to me?
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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