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Best Poems From
CHAOTIC LIFE AKA CURLY MER
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Me Siento Solo
Nothing to look forward to.
No one to share moments with.
Just by myself.
In this big world.
Depressing it is.
Lonely as it can be.
me siento solo
I tell myself.
What can I do?
Who cares.
Que sera, sera.
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Memories
Here I sit, reflecting on my memories
Remembering the good old days.
Reading my old poems and stories..
My diary that I had a few years ago that used to be my best friend in the whole world
Remembering all the fun that I used to have
All the enthusiasm, and energy
How I used to be a good girl and very sweet
Now I look upon myself,
Nothing but a depressed, messed up and bad...teenager (to be more specific)
Everything that i thought was precious and importance to me are now junks and old things
..the things teenage years can do to you..
The things I would to my friends back then,
Can now effect the way they think and feel
And boy-friends that I used to fool around with...No More
Everything is different when you become a teenager
Every precious things are now only old memories..
I wonder how adult life would be if teenage life is like this =/
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Miserable
My sister abused me,
try to even kill me...
My father doesn't even care,
Act as if nothing's happening...
My friend won't talk to me anymore,
I still don't know why...
My mommy yells at me,
When I do one little thing wrong...
My siblings all betrayed me,
They no longer care...
My cousin's pregnant,
Now I have to help her with everything...
And do you know what's even worst than all those added up?
Well, I lost a special friend...
all because I couldn't handle my life...
It was a one time thing and I've lost it..
I'm really hurt, both physically and emotionally
I lost my radiance, and everything that ever kept me up
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I'm miserable...
And I can't stop crying now and then
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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Not Over You..
I'm not over you yet..
Can't quite get you out of my morning thoughts
and the feelings that I feel when I talk to you.
I dream of things that can happen between us in the future,
and how we would be perfect foe each other.
Though, I know this is no where, no way going to happen..
but it feels nice to remember you somehow.
At times I tell myself,
'maybe one day we would be back together,
and i wouldn't have to worry much'.
This day never came...
And everyday that passes by, i tell myself he's not worth it
and that he's just a guy I fell for..
And now, I'm seeing myself agreeing to what my friend once said..
'Sometimes its better to forget how you feel
and remember what you deserve..'
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
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