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Poems By Poet Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer  3/16/2010 2:38:39 PM
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Ashamed...

I'm looking back at the past
of everything I've done and said
& I'm ashamed of what I've done.
The pretends...lies...stupidity...
All the things I've done and said because I didn't know any better...

Now, I look at myself and feel nothing but shame and stupidity...
I can't believe I've done those things...
I mean, I can believe that I've done it (obviously I'm that stupid) ..
But I can't believe how stupid I was to do these things...
I'm plain stupid...
and ashamed...

I don't know what else to say...
=/
 
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  38.     

Sleepy Head

Oh, sleepy head
Why don’t you just go to sleep?
I’m seriously tired
My eyes are burning, it needs to rest
I feel woozy right now and stupid
I’m too tired
Come one! Why can’t you just fall asleep?
And why is he still running through my head? !
Oh…so maybe that’s why I cant fall asleep

Oooh, I’m tired now
I can’t keep thinking about him
I hate to get some rest
My eyes are probably gonna explode the next few seconds, if I don’t rest
….

ok, ok
I know he’s special
And I do think of him often, like now
But why now, when I really need my rest?
Oh, yes, I do love him so
But can’t you just PLEASE fall asleep? ! !

Why is this so hard to do?
Just close your eyes, and fall into a deep dream!
Now, close….close….close…

Oh lordy lord, why am I still awake?

(this is not really a poem, just things I wrote down when I couldn’t fall asleep. So please don’t write that that’s not a poem or that it needs more work. Thank you.)
 
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  39.     

*Can't Let it Go..

How will I ever let go of our past?
The happy, crazy, fun past?
The ones with all the smiles and the 'lols'
With the funny &sweet nicknames
The one that always brought up our days...
Remember them?
The ones where we tell funny stories..(lmfao(?))
Remember the ones with the babies & hospitals
and the husbands and the...abusive wife?
Remember our funny/serious Momment of Truths?
The ones where we talked about the most random and stupid things?
Remember them?
The happy emails & mssgs?
and the ones that we're not too happy?

I don't why/how we ended up like this..
But I don't like it one bit anymore..
Never thought I'll say this after all I've been through
..but i miss you
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.
 
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  40.     

Could it be jealousy?

Am I jealous at the person that I once had?
Now that hes gone...
I'm finding him giving his heart out to other girls..
It feels like he never liked me and cared..
I feel like hes just says 'I love you.',
to make me feel that hes does care for me
but thats not what he really is trying to say.
I'm not a psychic and im not a mind reader
But I am very smart and can figure out things other ways than other people can think of
And for this, I am very sure that he doesnt care.

But what if I'm wrong?
What if he really does care about me and cant find a way to express it?
What if I'm really jealous?

not really a poem..just wanted to get something out so i wrote down my thoughts..dont b mean and say this poem suck or something...after all isnt poetry about expressing your thoughts?
 
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